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22 February 2009 @ 12:01 am
Its been a while since there is something posted here.

I just wanted to post some random thoughts about Tendai and the C:SI comunity.

I think there is some lack in the senseis/students management.
new comers are left alone, nobody is taking care of them.
That is why i did a senseis/students list, To be easier to track whos got a sensei and who doesnt.
Maybe there is some who doesnt want a sensei. I have no problem with that.
Seeing all those kouhosha that have no sensei at all and on the other hand so few sensei REALLY active
thats kind of scary
To teach takes lots of commitment from the sensei, time and patience
but thats actually what i like most in C:SI. endless sparing can be boring sometime but i need to be
in top of my edge to be credible when i teach.

We been through somes drama lately about intolerance and lets call it "racism".I wont drop any name here
I didnt know there was such a thing in Tendai.
The C:SI comunity is made of people from all over the world.
Racism cant be accepted.
I got some testimony here and there from french that witness or beeing victime of some bad comments we could call racism.
Some think we are (french people) too dumb to understand what they say. they are wrong.

There seems to be a small group that share the same thoughts. they are usually seen togheter not speaking to any one or barely. they seem not very comitted in Tendai i dont see them sparing alot if never. I think Tendai is more of social club to them.
I hear some complain about them once in a while.
I tell them not to worry about them. Its totally normal i call them "the clique".

That beeing said lets talk about something else.

I tested Natalia Siemens today, she reached Kenkaku level ( same as Renchi but without the teaching part) she did pretty well.

Enough whinning for tonight its quite late, im tired :)
Current Location: Montreal
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: In Rainbow, RadioHead
21 July 2007 @ 07:26 pm
Ok i got a full time job now about 40 hours a week
I work for a broadcast/professional level video camera renting compagny
They mainly rent for RDS ( french sport network).
So now i got less time for training in C:SI
Thats sucks big time.
I'll prolly loose my edge. did i had a edge before ? am i good ? is it important that i am good or not ?
Whats important ? what am i looking for in sword fighting ?
I try to be on as much as i can to give training to deshi im taking care of.
I wanna be there for them for training, for everything, for when the're sad, for when they are happy, when they they just want a hear that listen without judging.
why am i so emo lmao

I havent seen Tsu for quite a while i know his rl wife just got a baby :)
Kairu gave me some news.
My wish list to to ask Esprite to erease my name from scoreboard and make my HUD to ne show my kill/death
I keep hanging on Tokugawa looking bored as noobs keep fighting with noobs.
enough for now
Francis "Kenshin Sonoda" Gagnon
Current Mood: draineddrained
23 June 2007 @ 09:06 am
OoOK I had to reset my password and at the same time it erased my last post, bleh!
I have to write every password in a book.

A friend of mine who still work for the cie i used to work for will probably hire me, but nothing's sure.
But for now, i have a two weeks formation at a camera videos renting cie. Two weeks ? wtf.
Yay The White Stripes just released a new album Icky Thump. Damn i love those fat, grinding guitar riffs.
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: the White Stripes, Icky thump